Korang ,
nak confess nehh.
Korang jemput lah yerr wedding aku !
Biji-bijian nye adalah seperti beriikut :
Tarikh ; Tak tahu bila.
Tempat ; Kalau bukan kat dunia dekat syurga !
Inn Sya Allah. :D
Lahaha.
batang hidung SPM aku x nampak laee ,
dah sebokk nak kahwen !
what ever ~
actually , i have some story .
pasal kawan aku .
she's the one that handle badan dakwah.
ye laa .
bukan weng2 macam aku.
#story begin :
she confessed to me that she's crushing towards a guy.
a guy that handle badan dakwah too.
she said to me that it's very hard to focus on study,to concentrate on AL-QURAN because sometimes all she could think about is him.
okayy.
that's hard.
zina hati lah.
serious nehh.
hati x jaga , QURAN merajuk lahh derr.
tapi aku rasa all the things that have chemistry with zina hati,perasaan ; it seem to be like some ujian dari TUHAN .
bukan senang nak jaga hati.
walau x campur pompuan laki,
sebab kita x menyendiri ,
syaitan sentiasa menemani.
pffft .
she said to me that sometimes dia rasa yang dia nak kahwin sekarang jgk.
it seemed to be like she's tired with all those kind of feelings.
all those kind of zina hati .
ye lahh.
kawan aku sorang nehh suka sangat pergi masjid,that guy pon memang geng masjid.
huh .
dah la laki tuhh selalu ngaji kuat,azan .
COBAAN.
orang pergi masjid nak tenangkan diri,tup tup jadi kes zina hati . .
tu lahh.sebabnya dia rasa nak kahwen awal.boleh elak zina hati.
sometimes ;
i used to be that girl.
rasa macam nak kahwen awal.
sebab nak elak kes2 macam nehh la.
but ;
as time went by ..
i think there's no need to kahwen awal.
bukan x bagus.
cuma . .
atas urusan masing2 lahh.
atas hati,jodh masing2.
aku?
kalau boleh x nak.
(ecehcecehh , you're talking like orang nak sangat masuk meminang awk.
wekk,,PERASAAN ! )
(tapi klo dah jodoh ?
nak x nak kena terima ! )
bukan.
like i've said earlier ,
aku pernah rasa nak kahwen awl,
rasa macam safe lah dari dosa bagai.
rasa dilindungi . - -'
uolls ; muntah skett ~
Lahaha.
cuma,
aku rasa aku ada benda lagi penting nak buat dari kahwen awal.
i've my cita2.
bukan menghalang cita2 pon klo kahwen,
but i think i should use this time properly,dengan bijak sekali !
Lahaha .
masa tengah single and available nehh la nak balas jasa mak bapak !
bila dah kahwen,ada anak ;
masa tuhh,famiily kita yang utama.
bukan mak bapak.
soo,,
bagi aku time nehh lah yang sesuai nak balas jasa mereka.
okayyy.
yang part jaga dari zina hati tu aku rasa ,
klo lepas kahwen pon klo kita x berpijak dii bumi nyata yang kita tuhh dah ada orang ;
kita tetap akan ada affair .
#NAUZUBILLAHIMINZALIK .
bukan lahh maksud aku macam semuanya atas diri kita sebenarnya .
whether we're married or not ; it don't matter.
apa yang penting ;
pandai jaga diri.
remember ; we're not alone in this world.
we have our own source of strength .
we have friend that we can rely on,
family,
murabbi.
paling cikai pon ; we still have books right?
APART OF ALLAH AND RASULULLAH LAHH!
so ; matter of kahwen . .
klo jodoh dah sampai awk kena terima lahh .
macam diorang nehh :
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| moga hubungan korang sampai syurga :)) |
for those yang memang confirm nak kahwen awl ; it's up to you !
cuma ; this is my way.
pandangan aku.
aku pon berhingus lagi.
Lahaha.
tahu tak yang PROF MUHAYA jadi pelajar terbaik tahun dia kahwin .
see?
lain orang lain caranya .
tu rezeki dia .
saya?
entah .
see?
lain orang lain caranya .
tu rezeki dia .
saya?
entah .



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