Andai itu takdirnya : aku terima dengan hati terbuka !

Salam. 

Amboi.post title mcm novel SR jer.SR junior jgn perasan ehh!! har#2345
Sebelum nehh bile ada orang tny nak y camane? cakap lah kann : BLA BLA BLA. Then bila aku dgr cite nehh ; seriously aku x nak ckp ape-ape dahh.seriously ; I’m scared!(amboi ! cara aku ckp mcm nak kahwen taun dpn ! tp x yah menipu lahh,girl by my age cakap kahwen thingy nehh benda bese :D ) Tapi tu lah kann.Allah ikut sangkaan hamba-Nya.tapi kadang-kadang Allah bagi benda yang paling kita x nak.sebab Allah tahu apa y hambaNya perlu.bukan semata-mata bagi apa yang hambaNya mahu  :)

macam firman Allah ;

“Tetapi boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu,padahal itu baik bagimu,dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu,padahal itu tidak baik bagimu.Allah Maha Mengetahui,sedang kamu tidak mengetahui”  Surah Al-Baqarah:216 .

kann ! Quran melengkapi semua aspek kehidupan. # tag : proud to be a muslimah ! AHAK .

okay.dah terlebih blebebs nehh.back to the point.soo, i nak ceritalah kat korang smua about those story.mana tahu pengajaran dpt diterima,hidup lg aman dan sentosa! Haha :p

READYY??

Here we go :

#1^st story

A : husband cmne y ko nakk?

B : aku nak yang single mingle lahh!x main lah suami org nehh ~

 B MARRIED TO : DUDA

#2^nd  story

A : kau nak laki cane?

B : aku nak laki yang single.MADU? no wayy.

B MARRIED TO : LELAKI YANG DAH ADA BINI.AND SHE’S NUMBER 4 !

OKAYY.that’s it.NAUZUBILLAH LAH KAN.tp klo dah jodoh tuhh nk kate cmne ?                       
   so lain kali klo org tny  nak yang cmne?                                                                                     
  aku akan jwb : terserah.Andai itu takdirnya aku terima dengan hati  terbuka.                                      
 tapi kena usaha lahh kan.klo yang x nak tuhh.okayy. .doakan kita semua dapat jd muslimah solehah !

#tag : istajib our du’a YA RABB ~

LIVE YOUR LIFE WELL DARL !

Thanks :)

Thank you for your treat ; you taught me a lot.
Thank you for your reminders about who am i ; you made me realised and woke up from this nightmare
Thank you for your unnoticed about me ; or maybe for not having your little glance.Thank you.You taught me how to describe people.
Thank you for your hateness towards me ; .......
Thank you for calling me sis and gave me your best quote ever.IT'S MEANS A LOT . Thank you .
Thank you for all those kind funny talking that made me smile and even laugh alone.
Thank you for saying all those s*** words towards me ; because it really taught me how to realise that people hate us too.
Thank you for all those memoir that both of us created together.Thank you for that . I'll remember it all the time.
Thank you for leaving me alone without any note and let me sink in my own feelings,my own life and let me guess the craziest conclusion ever.
Thank you for all those lessons
You taught me how to live,to know people and to have my real life.Thanks a lot for making me smile,angry and hate.but above all that ; it's the C******.
 Thank you friend.thanks.I really appreciate that.A LOT.Thanks for being with me all the time.I'm glad to know you.

Heyy BUDDY ; THANKS.

                                                                                                  PUITISJALANAN :)

my BOOK?

                      salam.sekali tuhh pergi outing.sama kawan.then papp.jmp mende nehh.haha.saya dah ada novel?? AKU KAN NOVELIS! AHAK.jumpa tuhh terus amek gambar.lps mek gambr tuhh terus chow.mmg tuan kedai tuhh tgk semacam.hahah.AKU KAN NOVELIS punye psl la nehh :D

 

THIS IS IT!

okayyy.come to the launch at PWTC.HAHA.perasaan betull.InsyAllah.satu hari nanti 

BUKU PUITISJALANAN AKAN DITERBIITKAN ! lhaha :D

Dia RENDAH?

Nak cakap benda nehh.okay.haha.forgot one thing.really important.

ASSALAMUALAKUM WARAHMATULLAHWABARAKATUH. :)

Okay.that’s a long one.ya,really,people often forgot to greet salam when they see people.actually MUSLIM.people often say “hello” or “yoO” instead of salam.Is it too hard?

Okay,that’s  a reminder for me.Because I’m included with those people yang tak ingat nak bagi salam when see a muslim.aci sebut je ape y trlintas.huh.

Really,it’s just a muqaddimah.a beginner.

Saya nak cakap pasal benda lain sebenarnya.nak cakap pasal  pandang rendah.

Pernah rasa x semua nehh??.orang pandang rendah.x yakin dengan kemampuan awk.

you try the hardest,but what you got were an insult from your friend.really,it’s a hard thing to cope with.

Actually,I just wanna share a story,experience,experiment??ye ke? Haha :)

In my class,saya ni memang famous dengan sikap tidur yang memanjang.every  subject klo boleh  nak tgk sy jaga tu quite hard la.even cikgu tu buat lawak sampai terguling-guling pon,I’m still the same.tersengguk-sengguk.i really don’t know why  I got too sleepy all the time,tu la.that’s not mean I don’t try to cope with this,I do.tapi result sama je.

Bila dah jadi macam tu ,,,,orang  nak Tanya soalan pon  x nak.

Dalam hati bermonolog sendiri “ye la,aku bukannya pandai pon.” ”ye la,x kan dia nak tanya aku,aku kan x pandai” even dalam hati sebenarnya, ”macamlah aq x tahu jawapan dia “

Memang macam tu je la kehidupan tahun tu.feeling like stupid.Tapi tahun tu memang teruk pon.dari segi akhlak,result.Even perangai teruk,result teruk,Mom always with me.entah.PRAISE ALLAH FOR HER.SHE’S A BIG PRECIOUS. :)

Then,next year.ada peperiksaaN,BIG ONE :(

Start la stuggle.even yang sebelum nehh macam hampehh je.tapi x pe la.

USAHA ESCALATOR KEJAYAAN.

Awal tahun periksa,banyak markah aku yang org lain B aku dapat A.ramai gak la yang terkejut di atas pencapaian yang memberangsangkan tu.bukan riya’ ok! sharing.lepas tu,result tengah thn,semua orang terkejut bila markah aku semua tinggi dari diorang dan even markah tertinggi pon banyak aku yang rembat.Diorang lagi dikejutkan dengan result tengah tahun aku yang boleh la nak dibanggakan,even x de la bagus sgt.dapt top 10.ye la .bukan senang nak dapat top 10 kat skola asrama penuh nehh.

mencabar tahap gaban.kadang,putus fius x terpasang-pasang.

people came to me,asking “macamane awk buat,terus naik mendadak?”  “wahh.terrornye!!”mungkin diorang sebenarny kaget dengan keputusan aku.

faktor diorang terkejut ; PANDANG RENDAH :p

tu la pandang rendah sangat.lastly after exam yang dikira big one tu.dapat la result.

DUP DAP DUP DAP………..

DAPAT STRAIGHT A’S.Praise Allah :) Impian tercapai.Got a present.DSLR.memang mende tu ada dalam wishlist pon.skali lagi.Tuhan bagi.Dia kan MAHA PEMURAH :)tapi ramai la yang ble tanya result aku dapat berapa,ada diorang teka dapat 6,5.entah.aku jadi lali dah dengan semua punye bnda yang MEMANDANG RENDAH nehh.biarlah yang memandang rendah tu x de la tinggi sgt.DENGKI LEBEHH.              

So,the thing is :

• Jangan sesekali putus asa even kawan awk x berapa nak beri harapan pada awk.                              macamla dia yang BUAT RESULT :p
• Jangan putus harapan dalam mencuba.KEEP TRYING.you’ll get the best :)
• Family ada,mak ayah,siblings,friends and the most important ALLAH ..(buayaprend not included)
• Persetankan kata2 yang buat awak bingit telinga.usaha je :D
• Suka saya nak beritahu satu kata2 cikgu saya nehh. “result awak ialah usaha awak”
• Lastly,jgn lupa.tuan awk.He gave you a lot :)                                                    

                  :: puitisjalanan ::

Alhamdulillah :)

So.today is a day that make me feel anxious or jittery or so what ever when i think about it.hari nehh dapat result.so today i want to tell you that i just got my dream.IT'S 9A.Alhamdulillah.thank god.it's such a happy ending for this year.I'm so happy.huh.for those who don't get,be PATIENT.ok.bye.
                                             

                                                                                                        

AKU COUPLE?

haha..know what,,I know I had'nt update my blog for a long time.I'm sorry.Know what i've a lot of lunatic stories to tell startted from A-Z..Too long.But this story is a bit sad. because AKU KENA FITNAH.

So,happy sangat ke perasaan kena fitnah?Here were the conversation.

A:nak tanye ni.soalan private sikit.

Aq:Ape.while having monologue with myself "nk tnye ape eh..debar jugak tuu"

A:awk COUPLE?

Aq:Ape COUPLE????mesej dgn laki pun dah stahun x buat..COUPLE ape plak?

A:dgn ****** f4..

Aq:spe??

A:x tahu la..orang tu x cakap la plak,,

So when it be like this..I'm thinking APE NII??asal aku y kena??why it should be COUPLE . macam aku ni dah kotor sgt dah.If she say "Are you messaging with guys?"..I can accept it. but couple ??NONONO..

So for those that never being fitnah by anyone..so becareful because fitnah is really pain.It can kill you very shortly bai..hahha.okay.i think there should be a fullstop mark here.okay.done.

PMR GONE??

Hye tehee.dah lame da x update blog ni since the last time that ala-ala x cukup nafas nak hidup.iaitu sebelum PMR.and now it's GONE.

Memang la happy but the thing is i have to wait the result anxiously.DEBAR WEYHH --' So, since the last talk it was really a long time ago.so, i have a lot of story to tell.Although blog ni x de reader,IT'S OKAY :)

so, masa nk dekat PMR tu rse mcm  nk tercabut jantung.(although still main2 lg :)hajat di hati nak habeskan semua buku latihan..buat punye buet it's PMR day..buku x habes jgk.tuan x ready lagi.so..what's going on here?are you realise you'll have such a big exam?entahlah.diri ni rse relax je..hemm.teruk betul!

someone who wanna say me this word.YOU MAY ><!

teruk kan.ad satu weekend tu I just arrived at school and i heard people talking about "mane nak study malam ni?"I said : what the?nk study? lek la.this is just the first week.mase tu ad lg sebulan je tinggal till the WAR.tp tu la aku..relax jerr --'start periksa hari selasa till khamis for the first week.HAHA.mase time khamis tu rse mcm hepi la jugak sbb ad mase lg untuk paper next week.but out of the blue

MY GRANDMA..she's GONE.


Lemmi tell tou the story :

After finishing my last paper for the day.I call my mom (i always do this HAHAHA -gelak ala2 pussycatdolls dlm lagu when i grow up) : x payah search la ehh..lagu lama sudaa and SEKSA!(seksi)  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7lutmnKaptA
ok.turn to my story.i call my mom and she didn't picked up the phone.turn to my dad.He answered and seems that he was  really happy dan aku rasa ITU CUMA BUAT2 SAJA.

dia cakap pergi  la minta balik.i thought i will go to the same place and that is HOSPITAL.that wasn't so.

when my dad arrived at my school..i'm wondering why he's wearing robe?buang tabiat ke hapa ;P ble dah  siap masuk barang dalam kereta.tetibe : : ma parents get closer to me and ma mom said "nenek dah selamat dah"(while touching ma shoulder) and my simply answer were : dah agak dah.entah.orang nak meninggal kita boleh rasa la!since bulan puasa lagi.and my granny also know about that herself.she know she will leave us really soon.huh.apakan daya.aku nak naik lagi bilek aku sebab nk ambil barang.go to funeral lah katakan.naik bilek terus burst macam paip bocor.nak cakap macam mane??my seniors had such a full mark question glances at me.ye la tetibe nangis dah la ala-ala ponti gitu!AHAK.

lepas masuk kereta my mom cakap-cakap pasal nenek and she said "masa kebumi....." and ma respon were like "ape?dah kebumi?kenapa x tunggu syahida"  ...kak ngah kan periksa..  so ape aku boleh buat.. nangis la.my mom said "nangis puas-puas..lepas ni x de nangis da~" sampai umah sedara aku tuu.my brother cam pakai contacts y RED  punye je.ala-ala K LIMAH :] laki nangis kay.they have hearts too..HAR2345..

lebih kurang camni laa.okay thats kiddin'


ah.okay.so what the ever la.so..dah habis tahlil tiga hari.I'm back to school.no one knows about this.SERABUT nak bagitau.ade yang tegur apalagi eden sembur laa.tengah serabui hang mai kacau.pi men jauh nun . huh --'
on the very last day of PMR . it was BA as the last paper.it's been 2 hours and 30 minutes.masa dah habis tu.CEKPOOH CAKAP QOMA,YAQUMU,QIYAMAN  :)

   (maksudny berdiri je dalam BA)
masa tu semua ba*** dekat tingkap..Sko**** la.ape lagi.diorang tepuk tangan dan rse happy sangat lepas kuar tu.HAHA.no word to describe.lepas kuar dewan macam x percaya je PMR dah habis.sebelum ni bukan main berdebar lagi nk PMR . ni da abes.GRATEFUL TO ALLAH

okidokie.i think it's the end of ma story.SORRY for my overacting and blebebss yang panjang berjela :D